#5 mermaid

Sep 01 ■ 2 hours ago155 notes
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I wasn’t able to draw at the time the Pacific Rim sequel was announced, so to compensate, I animated all the drift compatibles dancing horribly in celebration of the upcOMING ANIMATED SERIES 8V

Sep 01 ■ 3 hours ago9,851 notes


can we please discuss what the fuck is wrong with pennsylvania








and finally



the fact that there have no leaked nudes in my dashboard proves that i’m following the right people

Sep 01 ■ 3 hours ago33,702 notes

i feel gross just totally gross emotionally and physically on many levels

infusion day is this week it will make me feel better in some aspects

i wish i could take a break from life for the week or so leading up to that

i’m wondering if it makes me get depressive right before i’m due, along with physical symptoms slowly returning. i’ll take note and compare in.. well, seven weeks, i guess

i have schoolwork due tonight at 11:59 in just over an hour and i just dont feel it i feel horribly guilty but i feel gross enough on my own without forcing myself to rush through whatever it is i need to do

i guess that’s my main issue with college

it can’t work it around whatever condition i happen to be in, and i’m really bad at figuring out how to make it work while i do feel ok

most of what i want to do with life involves really flexible work because i will never be well. i’ll never be healthy. there is no magical cure for any of my pile of problems, just a bunch of bandaids that don’t always stick. there probably won’t be a cure for some of it for a long time — the pharmaceutical companies totally fuckin’ love that up to $20,000 / year infusion i need to function without being hospitalized frequently and curled in a ball of pain half the time. thank you medicare though i guess for footing that? this place is so fucked up

but college isn’t designed with someone like me in mind and i wish it was

i want to learn, i want to love this, i should love it, but i don’t

i loved the classes last semester they felt like i was doing what i was meant to, it was absolutely fantastic at first, so much heavy work and i never felt as drained as i did with that but it was good work i enjoyed it, and then the main big issue i have with college reared its head and everything came crashing down in slow motion

it’s so frustrating it just makes me feel tired

Aug 31 ■ 4 hours ago2 notes








tumblr you can keep your glorified nostalgia about the wild thornberries and tony hawk’s pro skater and getting to hold the flea-ridden stuffed lion during the d.a.r.e program and what have you because THIS right here.  now THIS was the essence of the 90s


oh man it took me literally 2 seconds of this video to remember exactly how the rest of it went

I hated this commercial. Turns out I still hate it.


I CAN’T FUCKING STOP LAUGHING its as awful as i remembered it

i cant quite explain this commercial and how it came back to me like

i couldnt remember the exact words by heart but. everything they said chimed in my head like a song i’d heard a long time ago. it was almost rhythmic, buried deep in my memory. it was probably the most bizarre way ive ever remembered something.

im not suited for college classes in person or online

im not suited for productive life

i need to be but im not why cant i be someone who is

i have things i need to work for

people who are looking to me to do this for so many reasons

and i’m just not its not working i want it to but it just doesnt

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Aug 31 ■ 1 day ago2 notes

no no nonononon fuckno no fuck

i missed all of the first week’s assignments for one of my classes it was due yesterday and i only remembered today

i cant do this online class shit i cant fuck me what do i even do about this now

Aug 31 ■ 1 day ago1 note

oh i just remembered an inside joke from a long time ago and started to smile and then i remembered the other person in on the joke was someone i had a horrible disgusting falling out with years ago and never want to remember existing

Aug 31 ■ 1 day ago

i almost crossplayed kinzie at mtac

but i was

  1. really embarrassed of what i felt was a very shitty cosplay i’d put together the jacket was awful and too big the pants werent worth shit i didnt know what to do with the wig but i got the glasses kind of
  2. not looking forward to wearing a hoodie and a jacket at mtac’s massive group nerd sauna i was already sweaty and hot enough in hermann’s getup, a thick hoodie and a windbreaker would have been even worse
  3. my bf and i were cuter as newmann together anyways he’s a great newt and few people recognized me as hermann but i felt pretty ok as him
  4. too fat