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crash, mayor of garbage

they are keeping miles for the next 2-5 days

acute kidney failure, it might not be fatal, he could be okay and he’s got a lot of fight in him

he seems better than he was yesterday, we in fact determined that it was the best choice to have brought him home, since i was able to monitor him all night and keep him calm and get him to drink water

he was active in the carrier and when they took him out in the exam room for checking vitals, he actively moved to press his forehead against mine and nuzzle when i moved to help hold him and calm him and he scrambled off the table and into my arms the moment they let him go. stayed there, didn’t want to go anywhere, flipped the fuck out when the tech went to take him, and immediately calmed once he was back in my arms

he purred for me finally before i went to bed, too, when i gave him pets and a final water change before sleep.

he was barely moving or responding yesterday, and today he also reacted negatively to the carrier / car (normal), nervous purred (normal), moved around instead of laying sort of despondent

they have him on fluids and put a cath in, the miles cuddles when he scrambled into my arms were wonderful but i could hear him screaming and yowling at them in the back while they started. good sign he’s got that fight in him, but still every bit feels like a stab right to my goddamn heart. i had to sit down while we checked out, i thought i was going to pass out

he can get through this he has to get through this

miles is like no other pet i’ve ever had, he is an extension of my very soul, he is a part of me, and he can’t leave me yet, we’re not ready, he’s not and i’m not

my cat its in kidney failure we’re rushing him back to the vet the vet said he made a mistake letting us keep him overnight because he thought miles seemed ok and he’s not wish me luck please

 i cant breathe

I slept ok except for dreams about the cat

Miles has just had his painkiller, hoping it’ll get him to perk up a bit, and he’ll get his appetite stimulant soon too. had to wait on the former because it’s every 12 hours, and giving it to him at ass in the morning wasn’t gonna happen.

so, all we know right now is that he has one very small kidney stone that may or may not just be incidental. I’ve not got much more to share than that, but that’s all I’m giving for now.

nothin to do but keep an eye on him and try to chill

…. though well I’m mean and may take the opportunity while he’s lethargic like this to reapply the two soft paws that have fallen off

apostitutes:

handsomesorcerer:

neoyi:

greenokapi:

So I’ve always wanted to play Mass Effect but never had the consoles for it, but I saw that Mass Effect 3 apparently exists on WII U

But like… it’s game number three, do I have to have played the other two to play the third one?

Yes, yes you do. ME3 won’t make a lick of sense unless you play the first two because each title builds up from the last. Do you have a good PC because Mass Effect is also available in Steam as well.

It comes with an interactive comic thing to fill in the player and make choices. I have no idea how good that is though.

The comic that covers ME2 is crap

i believe it’s an extended version of that one, so I’d assume it’s crap too, then. So scratch that haha

neoyi:

greenokapi:

So I’ve always wanted to play Mass Effect but never had the consoles for it, but I saw that Mass Effect 3 apparently exists on WII U

But like… it’s game number three, do I have to have played the other two to play the third one?

Yes, yes you do. ME3 won’t make a lick of sense unless you play the first two because each title builds up from the last. Do you have a good PC because Mass Effect is also available in Steam as well.

It comes with an interactive comic thing to fill in the player and make choices. I have no idea how good that is though.

we were at the vet for more than five hours

we get to keep him because it was determined to be too stressful for him to be kept overnight there, benefits didnt outnumber the bad. got painkillers an appetite stimulant and orders to watch him

know nothing about what’s wrong with him until tomorrow

i miss miles purring when i pay attention to him

he gave me a couple slow blinks which is the most ive got from him since this

but i miss his silent purr that you can only hear if you press your ear to him or pet his neck, how its a personal purr, not a loud rumble to share with everyone

he gets my attention all the same even though he’s too ill to purr for me now, he doesn’t need to tell me for me to see i’m helping him calm

i hope his road to getting well is fast and easy but i’ll do whatever i need even if it isn’t easy or fast. don’t know anything yet so i’m not betting yet

i’ve had maybe two hours of sleep max though, idk

i need to sleep. took a sedative. might share more later.

theyre doing an xray on him now

2 hrs waiting at vet so far
got them to take miles back a bit ago to get him away from dogs and keep an eye on him but still waiting to be taken to exam
and turns out that this is bout ho long it takes for constant exposure to cats/dogs to make my allergy to get bad enough for my eyes to start swelling
just hope they get to us soon im reall worried and anxious espescially without being near him

I’m having trouble sleeping because my cat is sick and I’m worried sick.
Miles can barely walk, won’t eat or drink. I got some watered down tuna in him last night but he ultimately kinda didnt keep it down and left it on my moms bed.I’m not sure if it’s his knee injury getting worse or if he’s sick on top of that.
I wanted to take him in earlier but my mm decided for me that he seemed better. Nope he won’t even attempt to eat and his limp is awful. I think he hurt his bad knee more on Saturday roughhousing with Mia.
Not taking a no on vet today.. can’t cover the costs if she can’t help, but I’ll fuckng overdraw myself into oblivion if I have to. Don’t get paid til he first. And I’ll walk if she won’t drive me.
I don’t know what I’d do without Miles. He’s part of the reason I’m alive. I already have nightmares about losing him. I don’t think he’s sick enough to lose him bu never take anything for grantd.
He turns ten years in October. He owes me another fifteen fucking years at least I don’t care.

THM.